pointless
i’m not one to repeatedly hurl myself at walls, but that’s precisely what i’ve been doing for 3 years.
Oh. Wow. i just realized this blog was 3 years old yesterday.
i suppose it’s not really fair to say i’ve been slamming against that wall for three whole years. i spent most of the first year at a distance. An admiring distance, to be sure, but the buffer was there. So let’s call it two years and some change.
The way things ended tonight would have left me in tears a few months ago, but now i just meet it with resignation. There comes a time when a woman wants to know her relative value. (i say relative because i know my worth … my relative value to you is something far different.)
You know where to reach me. Por siempre.
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