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kathryn learns

This is a continuation.  You might want to begin here:  kathryn’s lesson

The next few days passed without event. Kathryn did not hear from or see William. Really, that should not have been surprising. Their paths had rarely crossed before … Kathryn blushed … before the incident.

The incident. That was how Kathryn had chosen to think of it. She could not give a name to her humiliation, could not think of the acts he’d had her commit without giving in to horror. And yet, occasionally, while sitting at her desk, her fingers would still on the keyboard. She’d stare off into space a moment while a tiny portion of the event replayed itself in her mind.

Then she would force it from her consciousness, make herself get back to work. She looked, every day, in every corner of her workspaces for the cameras and monitors she now knew invaded nearly all of the office. William had recorded her breaking in to Shelley’s computer, had every mortifying second of the time spent in his office filed away somewhere for future viewing. It stood to reason he could be watching her now.

Kathryn was right, as it turned out. William was watching her. He watched as she got up from her desk and left her cubicle. His fingers touched a combination of numbers and letters on his keyboard, turning on cameras to follow her progress down the row of workspaces, around the corner into the corridor and into the ladies room. Another quick succession of keystrokes, and he was in the bathroom with her. He watched as she locked the door and stepped up to the sink.

Kathryn looked at herself for a long moment. Then she closed her eyes. When she did, the image she had seen of herself on his monitor invaded. She felt her pussy begin to moisten and pressed her lips together in self-loathing. She opened her eyes and watched her reflection as though it were someone else. Her left hand untucked her blouse, slipped underneath, stole upward, slipped inside her bra. Her fingers, nimble, found the erect bud and squeezed it. She gasped at what she was watching, the hand tweaking and moving under the blouse. She stepped backwards and sat on the toilet, still dressed, tugged up her skirt and spread her legs, her eyes never leaving the reflection.

All she could see now was her head in shoulders in the mirror, but it didn’t matter. Her eyes bored into the identical eyes in the mirror as her right hand found its way into her panties. Two fingers plunged into her pussy then slid back out. This would not be leisurely … no. She needed to come and to come quickly, come hard. She stroked her clit with her middle finger and watched the eyes in the mirror narrow to slits of pleasure. The hand on her nipple pinched harder, the finger on her clit stroked faster and then she lost contact with the Kathryn in the mirror as she threw her head back and convulsed into orgasm, biting her lip to keep from crying out, just in case someone was walking outside in the corridor.

As the last spasm faded, she slumped on the toilet, her hands leaving the pleasure spots they’d just worried. What the hell was she doing? What had happened to her? She was a normal girl with a fairly normal sex life. Not terribly active, at the moment, not since she’d broken up with her boyfriend, but normal, nonetheless. Normal girls did not bring themselves off in the company washroom while thinking of the single most humiliating event of their lifetime.

William adjusted his cock and sat up in his chair. Kathryn was turning out to be a good investment of his time. He opened his email platform and typed two quick emails, keeping one eye on his prey as she straightened herself up and washed her hands. He hit send on the second email as she emerged from the restroom and made her way back to her cubicle. He smiled.

Kathryn nearly ran into Shelley when the girl emerged from her cubicle at a near run. She hadn’t really talked to her since she returned from the quick emergency leave to care for her mother, something Kathryn felt a bit guilty about. She should have sent an email, asked her how she was doing. It just felt … awkward.

Shelley spared Kathryn a brief, apologetic smile before hurrying onward. Kathryn watched her disappear and decided she would go ahead and send the email with an apology for not asking before. She slipped back into her chair and clicked on the email icon, then froze. The inbox, previously empty, now contained one new email. It was from William Llewellen and had no subject line.

She sat there a full five minutes before she worked up the courage to open the email. It was a costly mistake.. As soon as she clicked on it and read it, she groaned. “My office, 3pm. Do not be late.” Kathryn looked at the clock in the lower right hand corner of her screen. 3:02.

With a sigh of resignation, she locked her workstation and walked to the elevator. She was already late. There was no sense hurrying now. That would be her second costly mistake. She became aware of that as soon as she entered his office.

“Close the door, Kathryn.” He held up eight fingers. “That’s how many minutes late you are.”

“I’m sorry, William,” she began, then stopped at the hard glint in his eyes. “I mean, Sir. I was in the washroom when your email arrived….”

He looked at the screen. “You logged back in to your workstation and opened your email platform five minutes before reading my email.”

“Yes, Sir,” she said. She didn’t know what else to say.

He looked back at her. “Have you thought about our last meeting, Kathryn?”

She considered lying for a moment, then changed her mind. She had the disquieting thought that he could invade her mind the way he did her workstation, that his cameras found their way inside her very head. Hesitantly, she nodded.

He almost smiled. “How have those thoughts made you feel?”

This was horrible, Kathryn thought. She stood there in front of his desk, feeling like a recalcitrant child caught with her hand in the cookie jar. Her throat began closing up, to her horror. Tears. She was going to cry. She bit her lip and tried to think of something, anything, to calm her mind. Finally, she stammered, “I don’t know, Sir.”

He shook his head, stood and began unbuckling his belt. “How many minutes late were you, Kathryn?”

She hung her head. “Eight.”

He turned the monitor around so she could see it and pressed a button on the keyboard. An image of Kathryn leaving her cubicle and walking toward the ladies room filled the screen. “Bend forward and put both of your hands on my desk.”

Kathryn did as he asked, her heart pounding as she watched herself disappear into the bathroom. When the screen clicked over to show the inside of the ladies room, she gave in and began crying.

“Watch yourself, Kathryn.” William walked behind her, the belt in his hand. “You’re very beautiful when you come.” He lifted her skirt, slid it up over her ass so that it bunched around her waist. “Eight minutes. I’ll give you a choice.”

She stared at the image on the screen stumbling backwards onto the toilet, one hand up her blouse, the other reaching for her pussy. “A choice, Sir?”

“Yes. Eight minutes or eight strokes of my belt on your ass.”

Kathryn’s knees almost buckled. Eight minutes of what? she wondered. She thought of the hard look in William’s eyes when she’d forgotten to address him respectfully, and decided the eight strokes would be far more painful than she could imagine. “Eight minutes, please, Sir,” she said.

William chuckled. “Very well,” he said. He grasped the hair at the back of her neck and leaned forward. “Watch a moment longer,” he whispered into her ear. “This is the best part.” His teeth found her earlobe and bit down, hard, just as the image on the screen convulsed silently into orgasm. Kathryn gasped.

“You’re going to have to learn to ask permission for such pleasures, Kathryn-slut.” He pulled her upright by her hair and turned her to face the leather sofa at the far end of his office.

Kathryn’s hand flew to her mouth in startled shock. Shelley was on the sofa, completely nude. Her legs were bound, spread, to the armrests and more rope secured her upper torso to the back of the couch. Her arms though, were free, and her fingers were busy at her nipples, twisting and squeezing and tweaking them into hard pink nubbins. She was smiling, and Kathryn suddenly realized that Shelley had never gone to care for her ailing mother. Shelley had set her up.

“Ahh, Kathryn. You’ve figured it out. Such a smart little slut.” William propelled her inexorably forward, then forced her to kneel between Shelley’s spread legs. “That is what you are, you know. A slut. The video from the ladies room proves that.” He pushed Kathryn’s head forward until her face was a mere inch from Shelley’s shaved, wet pussy. The scent of her co-worker’s arousal washed over Kathryn. “You have eight minutes to make Shelley come, or the bathroom tape gets sent to your mother.” He pushed her face into the bound girl’s cunt and let go.

Kathryn recoiled and looked at him once. He stood, impassive, the belt in his hand. Then she turned back to her task and tentatively stuck out her tongue and licked Shelley’s clit. The girl moaned and reached for Kathryn’s head, abandoning her nipples in her greed for satisfaction. Kathryn swallowed hard, once, then allowed Shelley to guide her.

She sucked the girl’s clit into her mouth and began laving it with her tongue. The hands in her hair tightened and moved. Kathryn opened her mouth. Shelley slid Kathryn’s face up and down her slick slit, rubbing her teeth, her nose, her chin, generating friction on the sensitive bundle of nerves at the top of her hole. Kathryn did her best to work her tongue through the slick folds, but there was never a moment when her face was still. She felt Shelley’s juices coating her face, even up into her hairline, as the girl on the couch began grunting and thrusting as best she could.

Kathryn spread her legs so that her pussy was resting on the floor. She tried humping at it in frustration, arousal beginning to assert itself. It finally occurred to her that her hands were free, so she reached between her legs and plunged both hands into her panties, rubbing frantically as Shelley suddenly stopped moving and pressed Kathryn’s face deep into her cunt. And then, with a keening cry, she came, flooding into Kathryn’s mouth while her hands twisted and clenched the hair at her temples.

Kathryn felt William’s hands under her arms and mewed in frustration when he pulled her hands out of her panties. She sat back and looked up at him, her face glistening with the evidence of Shelley’s orgasm. Her tongue darted out and licked her lips before she could stop it.

William’s eyes narrowed. “Three minutes, slut. Not bad.” He looked at the belt, still in his hand. “It is nearly 5:00. Go home, Kathryn. We’ll discuss your attempt to please yourself another time.” He turned and left the office without another word.

Kathryn looked at Shelley for a long moment, then stood and began repairing the damage to her attire. Neither girl spoke.

Kathryn went home.

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~ by MangledTulip on May 11, 2008.

14 Responses to “kathryn learns”

  1. Poor Kathryn. She keeps making those bad choices.

    I must know, elise, if there will be any more of soiled? I wasn’t a regular reader back when you were posting that one, but I notice a definite lack of (the end) on part 15. (please don’t add those foul words to that innocent part)

  2. sassy,

    Kathryn’s weak. There’s one more part to the story and then she’s done. (Can you tell i don’t like this one very much?)

    soiled is an entirely different thing. Chloe and Daños mean the world to me, and writing that series is a labor of love. It isn’t over … not by a long shot. Thank you.

    elise

  3. Weak? She’s just plain silly. Were you annoyed to be writing these?

  4. Beth,

    Quite. The subject matter was reprehensible to me. Not the actions, just the motivations and the characters. Sexually, i’m pretty uninhibited, so it wasn’t a matter of feeling as though the sex was … dirty.

    By the time this series rolled around, i was almost beyond annoyed, though still, for some reason, trying to reconcile my obedient nature with the way i was recoiling from the writing.

    i think the conflict i felt comes across in this series, with the possible exception of the two “kate” stories.

    elise

  5. you’ve made me very happy, elise. Now I shall wait patiently for the next installment of soiled, ha ha ha (wipes tears from eyes) patience is not my strong suit.

    I view Kathryn as more desperate than silly. She seems to want to submit to anyone so much that she jumps when William offers. I guess it is silly. There, I waffled.

  6. sassy,

    i wish i could accurately convey how much this particular story in the “k” series pissed me off. My former lover would give me the scenario about which i was to write, and i could feel myself becoming cold, distant, tense and angry.

    One of those situations where i simply went through the motions. Which is likely why the relationship failed.

    elise

  7. Was it the scenarios that would upset you, or the fact that he was having you write on demand? And, was he pleased with your efforts?

    Wait, this isn’t group therapy — sorry!

    (It’s just that I’ve been in a similar situation, in the sense that a Dominant lover was attempting to control my creativity — oil painting, in my case — and all that did was stifle me, completely. I created quite bad art, under those circumstances, and that would make him angry, and well … yes).

  8. I went through the motions for years (7) and when that relationship ended, I destroyed everything that reminded me of it and gave all the jewelry away to little girls.

    Kudos to you for taking these stories and making something postive with them. I’ve enjoyed them and the discussion they have generated.

  9. Regardless of the story setting or the quality of your writing, it’s near impossible to feel anything but negativity with such negative characters. William is slimy, Kathryn is pathetic and Shelly is a cypher, zip, zero, da nada - the most reprehensible of the trio. Then there is the invisible protagonist - the CEO who put William in such an omnipresent position with no apparent restrictions on his invasive nature. Ugly. Uglier still is the awareness that such fictional excess is not unusual within the chosen setting. Isn’t this genre referred to as erotic horror?

  10. Beth,

    Sometimes it was the scenario … in this case, i hated the male character, and couldn’t imagine myself in the place of the female character. i’d be more inclined to tell William to fuck off, keep his job, prosocute me for whatever he wanted, and send whatever to my family.

    i became disgusted with it … quickly.

    i don’t necessarily feel as though it stifled my creativity. With the kiki series, when he presented a scenario with which i disagreed, i made the attempt to find something palatable about the situation and/or the characters. i no longer cared to make the effort by kathryn’s story.

    sassy,

    Thank you. i tend to be someone who makes the best of things until i no longer can. At that point, i completely withdraw, to which my former lover (lovers, actually) would likely attest.

    Kaz,

    ~laughing softly~ If it isn’t, it should be. i spent a lot of time trying to decide if i should post the stuff i wrote for Stuart or not. i still question the decision.

    elise

  11. I can see why you’d be frustrated with this piece; it’s hard as hell to write something believable when you can’t empathise with the character(s) you’re writing about - and that holds true for all types of writing, not just erotica.

  12. swayed ~

    The funny thing is that it wasn’t hard to write. i just wrote it. Sort of like … “Fine. You want me to write about this? There you go.” Fifteen minutes. Done.

    There were some other pieces, things i can’t find, for whatever reason. Some of them are even less palatable to me. It’s likely a good thing they’re lost.

    elise

  13. ok, so it just wasn’t me that found these characters weak and rather offputting - yet I still enjoyed the read, damn it- your way with words makes almost anything palatable girl!

    But I felt about these characters like I used to feel about certain bfs - ya just sorta want to crush them which horrifies me becuase I’m not a mean person. But I guess Katheryn’s reactions were so contrary to what I would have done … and Shelly is just contemptible, setting up her friends like that. Willim, well he’s just like a lot of sleezy men I’ve known over the years LOL

  14. selkie,

    Thank you for enjoying me despite the … ickiness. I honestly wish i’d enjoyed writing the stories, because i love to write … just love it.

    It’s hard, when you love words the way i do, to use them in a way that turns my stomach. Obedience won this battle, but ultimately lost the war. Because we are submissive, we are frequently asked to do things that are difficult for us, especially if we submit to someone who is an emotional or psychological sadist. A small part of me still feels as though i failed in this relationship.

    Of course, it’s only a small part of me.

    elise

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